Monday, April 13, 2009

Watch



Sometimes I feel like my life is a movie. Like I am not really there but am watching myself on a screen. I do the motions, I say my lines and I repeat the scenes until I get them right. I substitute my reality with a screenplay. I contribute my emotions to the script so I can disconnect from them. It's just easier than taking everything seriously.

We are all actors.

Each of us has their role. We are trained and conditioned to act in front of an audience of others. So that we are socially acceptable. So that we don't hurt or offend. So that we are loved.

I just need to remember that I am not only what I show to others. That I am not Hollywood.

God should be a director.

1 comment:

cuteater said...

not a mere stunt boy, right?

 
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